tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64790523822069019502024-03-19T03:25:09.729-07:00Swim FarStephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-3726018492883224882016-05-09T14:44:00.000-07:002016-05-09T16:59:01.856-07:00SCAR 2016: Day 4, Victory Lap Rodeo<div style="text-align: center;">
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If the Apache Lake Resort had room service, I'd have stayed in that lumpy, musty, heavenly bed all morning. But donger need food. I stuck my head in the warm shower, blew a quart of lake sediment out of my nose and drove 50 yards to the restaurant. I figured I'd earned it. I felt proud walking in. I was in the company of great swimmers and I belonged. I got an upward head nod from a young, ripped, body-shaven athletic type. "Nice swim, bra." Yesterday I was an invisible old geezer.<br />
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Triple Crown earner, World Open Water Swimming Association 'Man of the Year' nominee, 10-time MIMS finisher and fellow Texan Jamie Tout waved me over to join him and his wife, Tina. He wanted to talk swimming, since we're both, you know, from Texas. While they debated which "healthy start" breakfast entree to split, I ordered three off the right side of the menu: A Southwest Breakfast Burrito Supreme smothered in chili, sour cream and Cholula, biscuits 'n gravy, extra gluten, a side of crispy hash-browned potatoes, two pints of whole milk and a full pot of coffee, black. "A-ffirmative, ma'am. Read back is co-rrect." After half an hour of Jamie and me unpacking every detail of our Apache experiences, Tina interrupted to say, sounding much like my own beloved bride, "I swear y'all spend half a day swimmin', and the other half talkin' about swimmin'." </div>
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"Indeed," I should have said, "and then I'm going to spend another day writing about it. And then a bunch of swimmers are going to spend hours reading about it and some of them will write me about it. And I will write them back. And it will entertain the hell out of all of us for years. And do you know why? Because what we did yesterday was of greater value than the sum total accomplishments of the entire Kardashian family." Except for the one formerly known as Bruce Jenner. Perhaps.</div>
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I looked out the window. Apache Lake looked like an Orange County liquor store. No ripple in sight. Fickle wench.<br />
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The final stage of SCAR is a night swim. So we had most of the day to lounge about, mix feeds, pack, and take the scenic route to Roosevelt Lake Marina. The scenic route is the only route. Twenty breathtaking miles of back-country, single-track dirt road switchbacks. Enough to intimidate a billy goat. But not a cow, apparently:</div>
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Even though it's only 20 miles, it takes over an hour. No one minds. It's a spectacular drive. And if you think I've overused the word spectacular, you haven't been to the Tonto National Forest. </div>
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As I drove, I basked in the inevitability of my situation. I had a virtual <i><b>lock</b></i> on a top 10 finish in one of the most grueling weeks of marathon swimming in the world. I had managed to snatch open water glory out of thin air. All I had left was a measly 10K. Something I might do just to kill time on a Saturday morning. "Really just a formality," I thought, "like the final stage of the Tour de France." Conditions were perfect. The sun was shining and the air was warm and calm. And all I had to do was <b><i>finish</i></b>.</div>
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The signs were right in front of me, I just didn't see them. Or blocked them. First, during the pre-race meeting, Kent was passing out the coveted "black caps" (the only ones to possess these rare gems are those who have successfully completed the daunting third stage of SCAR). He totally skipped me! As iiif! Luckily, the Kiwi had my back and hurled her recently emptied bottle of SanTan Devil's Ale at him. It sailed wide right. Kent ignored her until she picked up a full one. As Kent paid me the respect I deserved, I glanced at the Kiwi and realized she wasn't defending me. She was "preserving" me. Like an unblemished, fattened calf. She had no intention of treating this like a victory lap. She had a 21 minute gap on me. She had nothing to worry about. This was about pain. She grinned at me and I shuddered like Apollo Creed watching Rocky cracking a rib rack at Paulie Penino's Shamrock Meats.</div>
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Next, fellow Wave 1 Top 10 candidate, Karen Charney and I got stuck in some bizarre boat loading eddy. We were literally one foot onto the first boat out of the marina when the Angry Pirate gave me a forearm shiver and announced, "Sorry, folks, boat's full. Moose out front should've told you that." Then through some combination of crowd flow, a narrow docks, eager swimmers and general confusion, we ended up standing on an empty dock staring at the exiting flotilla of stage 4 swimmers like two kids late for the school bus. We found some sad-looking life raft in the last slip with a threadbare "SCAR" flag hanging from a single rusty grommet but no captain. We sat down anyway. It started to rain. </div>
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When we finally got underway, the skies darkened. The wind picked up and so did the waves. One crashed over the bow and nearly swept my gear bag overboard. I should have seen the signs. We all should have. They were obvious. Warning us. Laughing at us. Something bad was about to happen.</div>
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Last year I secretly made fun of the Type-A-types adorning their kayaks with all manner of illumination. But the joke ended up being on me, and I learned a lesson that night. This year I found 20-foot strings of battery-powered, waterproof LEDs on Amazon Prime for $7 each, delivered. I ordered 2. Enough to wrap our Kayak four times. When I flipped the switch, I felt the urge to sing "Joy to the World" like Clark Griswold. Ninja looked like he was riding the Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree. At least I think it was Ninja. My pupils narrowed to pinholes. Yes, people laughed at us. Before, anyway. Before the darkness. Before the rodeo. I guess they'd ignored the signs, too.</div>
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The weather misleadingly--deceptively--calmed down before the start. I felt strong and confident. Last year I was so tired and achy at the start of stage 4 that I had a very rational fear of drowning. Not tonight. When Kent called the start, I baby-step-shuffled down the ramp into the cold, black lake, partly to avoid slipping, partly to sandbag the Kiwi. I'd been faking all manner of injury and soreness all afternoon. I wanted her to think I was just going to mail it in. Run a prevent defense to preserve my top-10 SCAR finish. Hardly. My elbows felt so good I tested out my Superman catch stroke to see if they could handle the load. I expected to feel (or hear) ripping scar tissue as the tendons stretched out. But they held. Money. I came out of the bay at full-throttle. The water was smooth and I was strong. </div>
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Kent purchased two sweet, large, yellow triangle buoys with the SCAR logo on them. They were supposed to mark the course. And they might have actually worked, except that he also rented yellow kayaks and filled them with very helpful and eager volunteers, several of whom apparently failed to grasp the significance of his clear instruction to, "pick up your swimmer AFTER the first buoy." Several paddled out onto the course, squarely between us and the buoys, to help show us the bright yellow buoys that would have been nearly impossible to miss if not for the bright yellow kayaks in the way. [Note: Don't confuse my occasionally dark humor and embellishment with hate. Got nothing but love for these guys!!]</div>
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I picked up the Ninja. He was maintaining proper hydration. He offered me a snort, but I decided to wait. I continued my hammerfest. At the 1-hour mark, I glanced at my watch: 3.85K. "What?!! I don't even know people who can swim that fast." Strangely, I'd grown stronger with each stage. Just like last year. I didn't even feel tired.<br />
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"I have no idea, but he's here tonight." And what a beautiful night it was! </div>
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Minutes later the dark thing the signs were warning us about happened. Or exploded, rather. I've read several accounts on social media, but nothing I've seen adequately conveys just how profoundly the conditions deteriorated on Roosevelt Lake around sunset on April 30th. We went from moderate chop to F5 squall in under 90 seconds. The swells were so high I could, and did, completely lose sight of my kayaker 7 feet away. It was insane and chaotic. Rain blew horizontally like bird shot. And there was nothing that could be done. We had 45 swimmers and 45 kayakers out in the middle of the lake, miles from shore. It was all kayakers could do to simply stay upright, let alone offer any assistance to the swimmers. I would have been nervous in a pontoon boat.</div>
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But not in the water. In the water I found it both thrilling and comical. This was the perfect end to SCAR 2016. It was fascinating to hear several others describe it later as like "riding a bull," because that's exactly what I was thinking. This was a rodeo. A victory lap rodeo. I tightened my grip on the leather and rode that bull for all I was worth. And it was awesome. I was literally laughing out loud. Partly because of the irony and adventure of it, partly because I felt like a toddler playing in the sprinklers. </div>
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I wasn't laughing when Ninja and I got separated. Not because I felt in danger. I was in swim heaven. He, on the other hand, was struggling valiantly against 4-foot waves crashing over his bow. I thought I might have to rescue HIM. I turned around and swam backward for 20 meters or so and yelled "YOU OK?" making the hand-signal to make sure he understood. He gave me an exaggerated nod in response, apparently fearful of losing grip on his paddle.</div>
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My second fear was for Kent. "He must be freaking out," I thought, "this is not the perfect ending for him." He was responsible for all of us and that couldn't have been fun. Not at all. Then it occurred to me that there would be boats out looking for us and making decisions about who to pull and who to leave. We need to get our story straight. Any hesitation or apparent doubt might lead to a snap decision to pull us. I stopped and swam back to Shearin again, and yelled, "IF ANYONE ASKS YOU HOW YOUR SWIMMER IS DOING, YOU LOOK HIM RIGHT IN THE EYE AND SAY, 'ARE YOU KIDDING ME? THIS IS WHAT HE FREAKING LIVES FOR!' YOU GOT IT? I'M NOT GETTING OUT!" I wasn't lying. I love swimming in chaos. I could not have scripted a more perfect ending to the week. I rolled over and swam for my life, smiling ear-to-ear.</div>
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The squall peaked after maybe 15 minutes but did not dissipate nearly as rapidly as it arrived. We'd been blown so far off-course, that an unfamiliar land mass had come between us and the target bridge. And we had just minutes before the waning light faded to complete darkness. If we didn't get around the land mass quickly, we'd be swimming blind. No target lights to aim for. I took an exaggerated left line, into the wind, to bring the target light into range more quickly. Once we found it, I turned to Ninja and said, "let's get dialed back in now." And we did. My engine revved up quickly and I reconnected with the seemingly bottomless fuel tank. We were flying. </div>
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I was thankful for the LED's on the kayak, as were all swimmers within about a mile radius. You could see their paltry lights converging in a neat row behind us, like jets on final into LAX. We were a beacon of hope to lost mariners. A lighthouse. Rudolf. Our boat was so bright, I could see it underwater. I think a couple of carp sidled up next to me.<br />
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Although the lake never really calmed, it wasn't hard to find a good rhythm. I felt good and I pushed hard. I began to wonder if perhaps I <i>could </i>hang 21 minutes on Team Kiwi after all. The thought inspired me to find another gear for the last hour. I cruised under the bridge and tagged the buoy line at 3:34. That's about 45 minutes longer than my normal 10K time, but pretty dang fast under the circumstances. My satisfaction was confirmed when I climbed into the boat and found Asha Allen still towelling off and Karen Charney touching the buoys shortly after me. Both of these women were swimming faster than me all week. There was no sign of the Kiwis. In fact, we were already leaving the finish line in our shuttle boat when the Kiwi's came in. I knew it had been at least 15 minutes, but 21? It would be close.<br />
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In the end, I didn't really care. I had survived another year. Under brutal, perfect conditions. In the top 10.<br />
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My 85-year-old father still runs a 10K just about every weekend. He always "wins" his age group--there's rarely a second place finisher. But he wears his medals as proudly as any Olympian. He likes to say, "Son, in the end, you don't have to be better than the other guy, just more stubborn." I guess the old man still has a morsel of wisdom or two left in him...</div>
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<i>Does anyone know where the love of God <span style="font-family: inherit;">goes when </span>the wind turns the minutes to hours?</i></div>
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<i>This story shall the good man teach his son;</i></div>
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<i>And Crispin Crispian shall ne'er go by,<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>From this day to the ending of the world,<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>But we in it shall be remembered-<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>For he to-day that sheds his blood with me<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>Shall be my brother; be he ne'er so vile,<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>This day shall gentle his condition;<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>And gentlemen in England now a-bed<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>Shall think themselves accurs'd they were not here,<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>And hold their manhoods cheap whiles any speaks<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<i>That fought with us upon Saint Crispin's day.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>-- </i>William Shakespeare<i>, Henry V</i></span><o:p></o:p></div>
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"We're headed to place of pain, bro. It will seem bigger than both of us. But it isn't. The pain will end before the sun sets, but quitting will haunt us forever. These are the moments that define us, my brother. Right here, right now. You in?"</blockquote>
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There's something indescribable about an epic swim. A swim that forces you to question what you believe about yourself. Where adversity kicks you in the face. When the outcome is very much in doubt (and I don't mean just the finish line). I love what I feel in those moments. The struggle for control over the dark places in my mind. Exhilaration, doubt, despair. The tricks your mind plays on you and the tricks you play back. The physical, emotional and spiritual immersion into the fullness of life. It is in those moments when I feel most alive. And to have such a swim in one of the most beautiful venues in the world, is...<br />
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Apache Lake is the legendary third stage of the SCAR Swim. Not because it's the longest. Officially, it's 17 miles. To put that in perspective for my non-swimming readers, a 10K swim is considered equivalent to a marathon run and the minimum distance to be called a "marathon swim." 17 miles is nearly three times that (the English Channel is just 21 miles).<br />
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And it's not legendary just because it comes after back-to-back days of marathon swimming.<br />
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What makes Apache legendary is the wind. Unlike the other SCAR lakes, the middle 10 miles are fairly straight and cut through more of a steep valley than a canyon. There is no protection from the wind. In fact, the mountains on either side act like a funnel. Or a jackhammer. The prevailing winds in this area are WSW, which puts that wind right on your beak. All the talk at dinner last night was about how bad the conditions were in 2015 and how the forecast for this year compared to last year (yes, people actually had that data). It didn't look good. I retired to the bar to plot strategy with the Ninja.<br />
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As part of the strategy Ninja and I worked out, the first three miles (the protected section) would be about effortless, clean penetration. Long, gliding strokes with the profile of a javelin. Use nearly nothing in the easy 3 mile canyon leading to the open lake. Maintain feeds with military precision. Ninja set his watch 30 seconds before my 30 minute feed alarms so that when my feed alarm went off, I popped my head up immediately and a bottle was in the air. Perfection. Like a timing route in football. Team Kiwi was on the same pattern and, as usual we were always within spittin' distance (that's Texan for "meter," Kiwi). The smack talk was flyin' early and often.<br />
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As we approached the bend into the main lake, you could see it. You could <i>hear it</i>. We moved to phase two of the plan. Hug the left wall and punch the waves with purpose. Find the rhythm of the water. Kick. There were little notches perhaps 100 to 300 meters long every so often. We curved into each. The extra distance was a fair trade for the slightly flatter water.<br />
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It was after an hour of this that I gave the pep rally speech (above) right after dumping out my full goggles. Not water. Tears. I had been crying. Not crying. Wailing. Uncontrollably. And screaming underwater at a friend. Actually, former friend, who I will call by the fictional name "John" for reasons that will soon be apparent. John could not hear me. Not then. Not ever. Two days earlier, about the time I was diving into Saguaro Lake, my hunting buddy and father of two fine young boys, took his own life. We weren't terribly close, but I was within the blast radius of profound sadness.<br />
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With deserved apologies to those of you who understand more about this than I do and with complete recognition that it is more complicated than what I am about to say, as I wrestled with John's suicide in the cold darkness of Apache Lake, I thought about something I say to my children more frequently than they care to hear it: "Quitting begets quitting." I believe that. I also believe that overcoming adversity prepares us for adversity. Courage is a muscle that must be exercised. Emotional pain is like going to a gym for the heart. Each time you overcome is a building block. Developing healthy patterns with the small stuff develops the foundation to rely on for the real storms.<br />
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It was about then that all hell broke loose on Apache Lake and I realized, "I am in the gym now. I will make it through this darkness to prove to myself, once again, there is light in the end. And that I have the courage to endure. This will be monument of remembrance to add to the many others so that I might never inflict such profound suffering on the people who love me." Perhaps that won't be enough if I ever find myself on that unimaginable cliff. But it's all I've got.<br />
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I did not dedicate this swim to John. I dedicated it to my wife, my children and people I love and who love me. "I will do this for them." And then I wept for them. Epic swims send me to places like this. Places of clarity.<br />
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About that time, my feed alarm went off. I'm sure Ninja thought I'd lost my mind when I laid that unexpected, heavy speech on him behind bloodshot eyes. Especially when team Kiwi had already finished and was well underway. It just seemed right, so I did.<br />
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As I resumed, realized, "wait, what is the Kiwi doing here? This is our secret spot!" No one else was hugging the left bank as far as I could tell. They were all on the right. Our's was the longest line possible, but Ninja and I knew from last year that the swimmers who took the left line fared considerably better than everyone else. We specifically vowed to keep this from the Kiwi! And there she was. I also noted that Kiwi had replaced her husband with a local ringer kayaker and SCAR veteran. She was young and cute. I figured she'd batted her eyes at him a few times and he'd given up the goods. "Judas!"<br />
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The next several hours were fairly uneventful. We battled wind, waves and cold. We remained disciplined in all things according to plan. Feed schedule, complete deference to Ninja for navigational judgment, solid, efficient stroke mechanics and streamlined body posture. You really can't afford to add any extra effort to a swim like this. It is worth the extra focus and energy to keep your mechanics solid. Ninja and I had worked out some hand signals to alert me if I fell into any of my typical bad habits. I don't think it ever became necessary. I was focused.<br />
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The Apache Lake Resort is more or less the half-way point, but thinking of it that way is misleading. Everest base camp is 17,500, well over half way to the summit. But no one would describe it as "half way to the top." But it is an encouraging landmark. It took FOREVER to get there. And the carnage had already begun. Boat after boat passed us with stacked kayaks and bundled-up swimmers. The shores were dotted with impromptu triage stations. I knew what was ahead, I felt a magnetic pull to the warm comfort of my hotel room. Even Ninja showed uncharacteristic signs of cracking, "Look, the Kiwi's are quitting. If they quit, what have we got left to prove?" He had a point. They were still on the south side of the lake, within meters of the resort. The water was rough there. No reason to be there unless, perhaps... I tracked them for a while, hoping they did pull over and wondering how I would respond. They didn't. We didn't.<br />
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The second half was cold. I don't think it got colder (at least not until the sun slipped behind the canyon walls), more like my body just started surrendering to it. I couldn't feel my extremities. I started to feel sick. Even the smell of my feeds made me want to vomit. I forced food down as best I could. Most of it came right back out. I was also taking on tons of lake water, not unusual for me in rough water, depending on the direction of the wind. Even the lake water that found its way into my mouth made me gag. Eventually I got so cold I couldn't stop for feeds. I knew this would only make it worse, but when I pulled up even for a few seconds, I could feel my temperature drop and the shakes coming. So I kept moving. Racing against hypothermia. I saw SCAR veteran and all-around swim stud Steve Minaglia climbing out of the water less than two miles from the finish. I felt bad for him. We merged up again with the Kiwi, but after swimming together for half an hour, she dropped me like a bad habit. I didn't care. I just wanted the cold and pain to end.<br />
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I used stroke counting to distract myself from the cold. I kicked to bring up my temp as much as I could. I started to swim with my eyes closed, opening them only on my Ninja-side breaths (every 6th to 8th stroke). I don't know why. It just felt good. Then I started feeling sleepy. I stopped and warned Ninja of my temptation to doze off and to make sure I kept breathing.<br />
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Eventually, the finish line was in sight, or at least that's what Ninja said. My goggles were foggy and I was too cold to stop to clean them. I knew from last year, that still meant 20 minutes of swimming and I could tell it was getting dark and dark meant DNF. I increased my effort as much as possible, but I doubt the change would have been discernible to the human eye. Catch, pull, finish, glide, return.<br />
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Eventually, I touched the buoy. Finished. 9:44. But finishing didn't end the suffering. If you've ever been that cold for that long, you know it doesn't end for an hour or so. I had to keep fighting just to put on my fleece and heavy coat. I wished I had Ugs for my feet (note to self). That would have been heavenly. As I shivered on the deck, Kent requested a status report from his radio. Devon Clifford was just around the bend. 20 minutes out. "Alright, we've got to shut it down after Devon," Kent said, reluctantly. He knew there were swimmers on the course, still pressing on. It was a hard call.<br />
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"How many finished?" I asked. Or at least attempted to ask. What came out was more like, "h-h-hw m-m-m-n fincht?<br />
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What?! I started to feel warm again.Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-6303313827006783912016-04-30T00:22:00.000-07:002016-05-02T08:47:22.455-07:00Apache Results SummaryI tried to write a full post, but I kept nodding off and having to delete a dozen scrolling pages of sssssssssssssssssss, I'll try to finish it in the morning. The official results aren't posted yet and there will be questions when they are, so I'll give you the gist of it:<br />
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On a positive note, I finished! And, at the risk of getting flamed (perhaps deservedly) for celebrating the misfortunes of others, at least 2 of the DNFs were ranked in the top 10 before Apache, which means I may have managed to way out-perform my ability (unless having too fragile an ego is an "ability") and cracked the top 10.</div>
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[Spoiler alert] Speaking of fragile egos, Team Kiwi gave me a proper thrashing. I blame the local ringer (and SCAR veteran) they brought in to replace Garth in the kayak. Or perhaps it was the Smack Talk Rule (Texan for Karma).</div>
Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-1342010874873287002016-04-29T07:44:00.001-07:002016-04-29T07:44:45.782-07:00SCAR 2016: Apache Pre-Race<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">It is cold and rainy at Apache Lake Marina. The weather geeks say forecast is worse than last year. Hard to separate science from hype. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4txaE6h5V4Eb2GioxTQXLX_74XA9X_oO5e4fYvYfdOBGpsKtX16mJyppAK6rXi9h0uK2sKuYmavzh1DwUigId1JOUMbQhl67yxInJhyYDggxhNX6uy8igBNvKb7Oi5ZtyJ3wrdYxuuw/s640/blogger-image-1061893554.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4txaE6h5V4Eb2GioxTQXLX_74XA9X_oO5e4fYvYfdOBGpsKtX16mJyppAK6rXi9h0uK2sKuYmavzh1DwUigId1JOUMbQhl67yxInJhyYDggxhNX6uy8igBNvKb7Oi5ZtyJ3wrdYxuuw/s640/blogger-image-1061893554.jpg"></a></div><div><br></div><div>Gotta get my head right. </div>Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-40134348236442613022016-04-29T00:50:00.000-07:002016-05-19T13:30:50.492-07:00SCAR 2016: Day 2 "Revenge of the Kiwi"All of the lakes are spectacular, but Canyon is special. As you crest the steep hill that borders the west side of the canyon from which the lake draws its name, the view is breathtaking. I wanted to pull over at the scenic overlook for a picture, but I was 20 minutes late even after triggering the "speed limit exceed" warning message on my rented Audi which, comically, didn't kick in until I reached at 30 mph over the posted limit. As Teddy Roosevelt said,<br />
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The beauty lifted my spirits, which I needed after my Saguaro performance. When I arrived at the site, Kent was announcing "pay attention to the starting waves. There have been many changes." I checked the board, not so much to see if I was moved as to see who was removed and added to the second wave. My name was gone! I'd been downgraded to the slow heat! I supposed "right-graded" or exposed as a fraud might be more accurate.<br />
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Next I checked to see if my new rival, Katrina Price had also been moved (the smack talking started back in the parking lot--we arrived in said lot at the exact same time, of course). Yes! The challenge was still on! <br />
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We loaded up the pontoon boat and headed to the start. After the ridiculously cold water below the dam at Saguaro (which, by the way, was recorded by a kayaker with her own, unofficial thermometer at 54 degrees around 500 meters from the start. Stands to reason it was 2-3 degrees colder at the buoy line) we expected the worst. Apache is much deeper and the dam separating it from Canyon is at least 100 feet tall. The water comes from the bottom. As such, Canyon is historically the coldest of the lakes. And it was cloudy, breezy with rain possible. To my great surprise and delight, the water was MUCH "warmer" at the start. Probably more like 60-62. Cold enough to get your attention, but not enough to significantly impair basic motor skills like yesterday.<br />
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This seemed to make all the difference once we got started. My stroke came easily. Plus, since we were in the first wave, it was more of a rolling start than the sprinting of the other waves. I felt effortless and fast. Much better than the day before. "Too bad," I thought, "the highly anticipated international grudge match was going to be a boring blow out." I figured I must have put 500 meters on her within the first 40 minutes or so. I felt dialed in and invincible. And groovy.<br />
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I eased up a bit and soaked in the beauty of my surroundings. There was a light chop, but enough to exaggerate my breathing roll enough that I could see the tops of the 200 ft bluffs towering overhead. The clouds were breaking slightly and the sunlight made discernible, defined rays that interacted magically with the jagged, rocky cliffs. As the clouds dissipated fully, underwater visibility increased nearly to that of Saguaro. I saw several tight schools of 1000's of minnows darting around in seemingly choreographed movements like you typically see in the ocean, but not generally in fresh water.<br />
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I didn't stop when my feed alarm went off at 40 minutes. I felt too good to stop. "I'll push on another 10 minutes," I thought. Perhaps I can hang another 50 meters on Team Kiwi and just end this now." But I got distracted singing Simon and Garfunkel's "Feelin Groovy" and before I knew it, I was at 1:15. Oops! I stopped and requested a bottle.I looked around and realized that I was actually "winning" at the moment.. This was a fiction, of course, due to the staggered start. But to be winning SCAR stage, even if just for a somewhat contrived moment in time made this swim even more awesome! I really had to hold the bridle firmly to avoid getting swept up in the moment. "Slow is smooth, smooth is fast."<br />
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My excitement was short-lived, however, because a half-hour later I saw a kayaker pulling into my peripheral vision at a noticeably higher rate of speed. The second wave leader, no doubt. "Must be some speed merchant like Jamie Tout or Steven Minaglia." I tried to make out the kayaker. He had the same hat as the Garth Price. Wait, WHAT? I shot up straight in the water. "Team Kiwi!? Inconceivable!"<br />
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Not only was she hanging on with dialed-in-and-feeling-groovy Steve, but I quickly deduced the tactical brilliance of her move. She'd apparently been stalking me until the 1-mile straight away (the only straight part of the course) before pouncing. This neutralized the Ninja's superpowers like so much kryptonite. Without his navigational advantage, it be up to me, alone. Her warp-speed jump was designed to intimidate me, which it did. She got perhaps a 20 meter gap before I could respond, but I held her there for the mile. As we finally approached the right-hand bend, she left the door open so wide I didn't even need the ninja to spot it. I took an inside line and found myself right in her jet wash as we approached the rocky outcropping. I tried to avoid the draft (rules and all), but we are such "swim doppplegangers" (doppleswimmers??) we were completely connected. I moved left, she moved left. I moved right, she moved right. "Is she blocking me?"<br />
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I dug deep for 5-6 six hard strokes to pull even with her for a minute. Eye to eye. The apex was upon us, time to seize my advantage. Then, everything went to hell. Out of nowhere, motion to my right. Another swimmer managed to squeeze a tighter line in the 18-in gap between me and the jagged rocks! Bold and risky. I liked it. Then a hand hit my left thigh. It wasn't Katrina. Someone wedged between us. I eased up to avoid impact, only to find a third swimmer in my draft. And kayaks everywhere. Apparently, the third wave lead pack had caught the second wave lead pack and they were now overtaking the first wave leaders. A pack of perhaps 12 of us were fighting for the hole shot in the zig-zagiest part of the course. Chaos ensued. After getting sprayed out the back of the washing machine, Katrina was ahead of me.<br />
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Plus, the right turn brought a remarkable headwind. I immediately noticed the jockeying had affected my stroke enough to aggravate my elbows. The swim changed rather dramatically at this point. I still felt great, but I was falling. I let off a bit. We managed to swap places with team Kiwi several more times, mostly because of her tighter feed schedule and Ninja's tighter lines. At one point, she screamed something at me as I passed her, but it was in New Zealander so I didn't understand it. I decided to take my last feed at the 75% mark. But when I pulled up, Ninja tells me I've consumed all my liquid feeds except the water. I asked for the trail mix and threw back a mouthful. I was crunching my way through it when I turned to see where the Kiwis were. They were less than 10 meters and closing fast. I spewed the un-swallowed nuts into the water and got back underway. Too late. She passed me with a look of steely resolve so powerful I could see it through her mirrored lenses.<br />
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The last mile was BRUTAL. 20 MPH headwind and plenty of boat/jetski traffic, which they must be used to down there in Kiwiland. She won pulling away. In fact, she probably erased my gap from yesterday and added a few minutes of her own. She waited for me in the water long enough that her breathing was normal when I arrived, giving her a distinct smack talk advantage. She rained unrequited blow after unrequited blow on my defenseless ego. Well played, Kiwi. Well played.<br />
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Tomorrow is another day. But it is also the dreaded and feared Apache Lake. The widow-maker. Tensions are high throughout Apache Lake Resort. The disaster of '15 has reached legendary status. There are perhaps 6 or 8 of us here this year who participated in that nightmare. When one of us is identified, the first question is more often than not, "Did you finish Apache?" (which makes me glad I did!). I could hear bail out plans discussed at several dinner tables.<br />
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I've been formulating a few of my own. Got to get my head straight before tomorrow. Can't expect to finish El Diablo with a "Plan B" in play. All-in or fold.</div>
Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-54382319414995798832016-04-28T00:11:00.000-07:002016-04-28T00:11:21.229-07:00SCAR 2016: Day 1Sorry to those who waited for this. I see many have pulled this up already looking for an update. Had to go play some $2-5 No-Limit Texas Hold 'em, since late night poker and multi-stage marathon swimming go together like . . . Wait. Not at all. At least my card play was better than my strokes today:<br />
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I woke up without my alarm at 4:00 a.m. The lights from the parking lot made it appear like I'd overslept and I couldn't get over the sudden adrenaline surge. So I took my time doing final prep work and headed out to the pre-race meeting at 6:30 "ish". The conditions looked perfect and spirits were high. I snapped a pic decked out in my SCAR swag. Did I mention that I finally answered the "why are you here?" question? For the swag! I saw Kent sporting Birdwell Beach Britches (the original "board shorts," circa 1975) at Swim the Suck. He said these would be part of SCAR 2016.<br />
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The staging area was at least 20 minutes away (at least half of the drive is no-wake), and another 20 to get the empty boats back, so it took probably an hour to get us all to the staging area. You can spot the first-timers pretty quickly: they're the ones nervously frittering about, slathering, packing, pacing as if the starting pistol is going off at any moment. But this is SCAR. We'll start when we start. Chill.<br />
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When we arrived at the staging area, I saw my kayaker, Steve "Ninja" Shearin, for the first time. Not the first time ever, just the first time for this trip. Ninja is doing double (triple) duty this year. In addition to kayaking for me, he's also in charge of all the kayaks and kayakers. He missed the pre-race dinner and meeting because he was camping out with the boats for loss prevention. Here's a shot of the staging area with the Ninja in the foreground:<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The clown-faced photo bomber to Ninja's right is two-time SCAR competitor Stefan "the Dominator" Reinke. This was the last time I saw Stefan before the finish line (where his face paint looked EXACTLY the same)</td></tr>
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Moments after this photo, we loaded up our pontoon boat and headed another 1.5 miles to the starting line. We arrived as Wave 1 was getting started. They looked strong! And they were supposed to be the slow group. Kent got us MUCH closer to the buoy line this year, but when he told us to get in, no one moved. It was amusing. I think everyone knew how cold the water would be and how long we'd be in it. I asked Kent, "If I cancel now, how much of my entry fee do I get back?"<br />
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"Not one dime, punk!" as he grabbed me be the ear and hurled me into the icy waters of Saguaro Lake. That's no hyperbole. Well, perhaps the punk and ear part. Not the cold part. It was as if I'd ventured out onto a frozen pond, clad only in my speedo and half a tub of Vaseline (because that's how I normally venture out onto frozen ponds), and the ice had cracked and I'd fallen in. I tried to start swimming as fast as I could to warm up. But I'd waited too long and was already partially frozen. I thrashed about like a drowning old man until I got to the buoy line, where I desperately tried to shimmy my greased-caked body all the way on top of a buoy to escape the torture. Like a cat in a bathtub. Just as I miraculously achieved my objective, Kent snarked: "Welcome to Arizona! Starting in 3, 2, 1: GO! Ugh!!<br />
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Wave 2 exploded off the line. I think everyone wanted to get warm quickly. I struggled to find my stroke. I could feel nothing except pain and the delirium of hyperventilation. I dropped back dead last within 100 meters. While Kent and his peeps held fast to the party line of "65 degrees," there was universal consensus among the experienced cold-water swimmers afterwords that the temperature was well into the 50's. In all honesty, it was the coldest experience I can ever recall, swimming or otherwise.<br />
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But the water was also crystal clear, making for some spectacular underwater beauty below us. Saguaro is a dammed up canyon. At times, you could see beautiful, undulating rock walls fading off into the abyss. In shallow areas, there were fish everywhere. And colorful, mossy rocks. The father we got from the dam, the warmer the water became. Eventually, it was quite bearable. Pleasant, even.<br />
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It took almost exactly 40 minutes to warm up enough to get my stroke in a rhythm. I know this because right as I got dialed in, my feed alarm went off. I ignored it. I felt good and I didn't want to stop and get cold & stiff again. I also noticed that New Zealander Katrina Price (together with her husband, Garth) was keeping perfect pace with me, stroke for stroke. I knew this but she didn't, since I was behind her trying to catch up. But I could not gain a meter on this Kiwi. I noticed we were on about the same feed schedule, so I figured I'd stretch mine out a bit. After the first couple of hours, it seemed the only possible way to get ahead of her.<br />
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I felt surprisingly good for the first two hours. But around the three-hour mark, I got nauseous. It happens sometimes on long swims, not sure why. I switched to my new feed: trail mix. I've been experimenting with different mixes during my long pool swims. Works great in the pool, not so much in the open water. First, the chocolate melted a bit in the kayak, which clogged up the opening of the container a bit, making it hard to shake into my mouth while treading water. Second, a fragment of sunflower seed got lodged in the back of my throat. I spent 10 minutes trying to hack it up like a cat swimming in a cold bath with a fur ball.<br />
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It didn't solve the nausea. For about an hour, I stopped every 10 minutes or so, shoved fingers down my throat to try to remedy the situation. I couldn't manage a fully satisfying purge. I slogged on as best I could. Team Kiwi passed me and I was sure that battle was lost. I was also feeling the effects of my reduced training. I didn't have much left. And I knew we still had 2-3 miles ahead. Boat traffic (and wakes) picked up quite a bit. I began to question my ability to finish. I started counting strokes to distract myself. I added a reward at the end of each set of 100 well-executed strokes: 5 easy, stretched-out breast strokes. It worked. Breaking this down to just 100 strokes (instead of 3 more miles) improved my spirits immensely and my body responded. I started feeling better. I reeled in Team Kiwi and 2 or 3 others the last mile. One of them, triple-crown earner, Courtney Paulk, responded with undeniable authority. I don't suppose they "give away" the triple crown to just anyone.<br />
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We rounded the final corner and Kent's boat was right there in front of us. Oh the glorious sight! I high-fived Courtney for her dominant finish after touching the buoy and offered to kiss Ninja on the face, but he declined.<br />
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Although I definitely worked harder on this stage than last year, my time was a full 17 minutes slower!! And I felt more exhausted afterword. I fully expected to be 8 or 10 slots down on the finisher's list, and delightfully shocked to be dead middle of the pack in 21st place. Exactly where I was last year at this point. <br />
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Back at the picnic area, I heard from several veterans that they had to work harder this year and ended with slower times. Not sure what that's all about. The conditions weren't that bad. Perhaps it was the cold...<br />
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<i>Lights go out and I can't be saved</i></div>
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I pondered this question as flight 542 passed over Lubbock <i>en route</i> to Phoenix. I would need an answer soon. In a few hours, I'd be sitting in the Banquet Ballroom at the Mesa Country Club with the other 50 or so swimmers from 6 countries and 16 states who made the cut for this year's SCAR Swim. Perhaps "made the cut" makes it sound too impressive. We <i>did</i> have to apply and at least make up some sort of swimming pedigree of enough substance to convince Race Director Extraordinaire, Kent Nicholas, that we could endure the beating ahead. But I'm pretty sure Kent is more concerned about attitude than ability.</div>
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I know this because I was here last year, when the answer was easier. I had lots of reasons back then: Proof. Challenge. Redemption. Glory. I just had to chose one. I was trained, fit and prepared. I was terrified but I was confident. In hindsight, my answer last year should have been "Blissful ignorance." I don't have that luxury tonight. I know what's coming. Four back-to-back days of marathon swimming. 42 miles in all. 21 hours in 60-65 degree water, if all goes well.</div>
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I injured my elbows last summer in an incident involving two teenage boys, a rope swing and an absent wife. Medial epicondylitis. I kept swimming for a month or so before realized I had a significant, acute physical problem. And then I kept on swimming because I have a significant, acute mental problem. I hoped it would just go away. It didn't. I've seen three orthopedists, two physical therapists, a holistic witch doctor and a laser-wielding dentist. No one could help. Or even agree. One says ice, another says heat. One says stretch habitually, another says never. The only way I've found relief is to swim slowly and less frequently. So I've done no speed/strength work, no weights and about 1/3rd of the training volume.</div>
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"Why, indeed," I pondered as I hammered my $38/day <a href="http://www.silvercar.com/" target="_blank">SilverCar</a> Audi A4 down the Red Mountain Freeway. Then I saw it: South Mill Street exit. The western border of the ASU campus. Not my exit. Not by half. But part of the journey, I decided, somewhat on a whim. I ignored the horn-honking and offensive gesturing (and sharp elbow pain) as I downshifted and pulled hard across three lanes of traffic. My college stomping grounds. "Might as well return just like I left," I chuckled to myself as I sheepishly waved at some red-faced college kid in my rear view mirror and hung a left Rio Salado. </div>
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I steered toward Alpha Drive, the site of my former residence: the Arizona Beta Chapter House of the Phi Delta Theta Fraternity, designed by none other than fellow Brother in the Bond, ASU's own Frank Lloyd Wright. I was still a mile away when I realized something had gone terribly wrong. It was gone. All of it. "New Fraternity Row" as we called it back when Tom Cruise lip-synced Bob Seger in his underpants and the Fridge danced the Superbowl Shuffle, had been bulldozed to make way for the Miley Cyrus Center for Non Gender-Specific Native-American Gluten-Free Studies or some such other shiny nonsense destined to lure a generation of confused children astray as surely as fraternity row did ours. </div>
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I stopped anyway. I wanted to remember--a tall order considering the circumstances under which most of those memories were formed. Or not formed. Remembering helps me appreciate how far I've come and the amazing grace that's brought me safe thus far. Buried in that rubble, or perhaps a nearby landfill, are the remains of a framed photograph composite of the pledge class of 1985. All 41 of us, ranked in order from left to right, top to bottom. While ranking criteria were vague (Grades? Brotherhood? Service? Popularity?) the results seemed about right. Leaders top left, losers bottom right. If that composite were hanging today, you'd see my blonde mullet in space number 41. Dead last. I spent my last night as a student in the Maricopa County Jail and returned home with my 1.24 cumulative GPA. Those were the days... I stacked up a few rocks as an altar of remembrance (or a grave stone) and headed to Walmart for some last-minute shopping,</div>
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I decided I'd just give some trite answer and hope for a couple of laughs like everyone else. The truth is, I'm not sure why I've come back. Perhaps I enjoy the stark contrast of this beautiful event juxtaposed against the haunting darkness of my wasted youth in this desert 30 years ago. Or perhaps it's a purging of sorts. A penance. A baptism. Or perhaps its just a reflection of who I am, today. </div>
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I just returned from the dinner. Kent didn't ask the question. But its all good. It wasn't the giving of the answer that was important. It was the searching. I may not be able to finish SCAR this year, but I know I will fight to the end. Because that's who I am, today.</div>
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Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-70312313548600570512016-04-25T08:46:00.000-07:002016-04-25T08:46:10.810-07:00SCAR Swim MapHere is a <a href="https://drive.google.com/open?id=1K9-KwHEPkAKD_nG2GXMKAoq3GDA&usp=sharing" target="_blank">map</a> with various SCAR swim logistics. It includes the locations of parking lots, pre-swim meetings, staging areas, hotels, dining, etc as well as swim start/finish locations, sight lines and various tips & suggestions.<br />
<br />Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-37121603518927732992015-05-18T14:07:00.002-07:002015-08-25T06:13:05.547-07:00SCAR Swim: Epilogue<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It has been a little more than a week since I toweled off the last of the Salt River from my shivering frame. I'm not sure if the significance of completing SCAR just hasn't set in yet, or if, like most of life's mountains, it looks smaller in the rear-view mirror than it did through the windshield. Dozens of people have asked how it feels to have accomplished this feat. It's hard to answer that. I suppose I feel... content. Pleased for the new relationships, memories, and beauty I experienced. And further convinced that the limitations we place on ourselves are arbitrary; based more in fear and cultural expectations than in reality. I was terrified of this swim. <i>Terrified</i>. I barely slept the 4 or 5 days before. But in the end, it wasn't terrifying. It just <i>was</i>. </span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>People are awesome</b>. Liz Fry swam a DOUBLE. Every day. She started at the finish line, swam to the start, turned and swam to the finish. She has found access to the dark recesses of her mind that I wouldn't even know where to look for in my own. Cole Gindhart, a 23-year-old upstart who'd never even swam more than a 20K before SCAR, called his shot back in January (admitted he was "going to try and win" on the MSF forum), and then delivered. Also, while he quietly disputed he finished second on stage 1, he didn't complain or ask Kent to count the hanging chads. Instead, he put on his big-boy pants (and goofy hat) and proved his point in the water, a trait I'd like to impart to my own children. Way to go, kid. And Shearin, my ninja Kayaker, who endured a 21-hour beating on my behalf. I recently heard (but have not verified) that only 1/3rd of the kayakers finished the stage. I never doubted Shearin was going to finish. Not for a second. I later heard he'd been training to make sure he was in good enough shape!! Seriously? Who does that?! People who are awesome, that's who.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>The mind is more important than the body</b>. I was talking to a fellow swimmer before Stage 4 that had surprised me by not finishing Stage 3. I asked him what happened. "I didn't feel that good at the start, so I thought I'd see how I felt at the Marina. If I felt like I couldn't make it, I'd get out there." Mystery solved. This was a fit, capable dude. But IMHO, if you consider options, I think your odds of finishing something like SCAR drop precipitously. You can't entertain any outcome other than the finish line or negotiate with the quitting voice. I'd have quit otherwise. I'm a quitter by nature. I think deep down, we all are. You've got to play without a safety net on this. No Plan B.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>Training.</b> My training was adequate, but not ideal. My standard, almost-never-miss, weekly volume is 15K (100% master's interval workouts). From January through April, I upped my baseline to 20-25K, just by adding 1-2K at the beginning and/or end of masters and added weights/dry-land 3X per week (always right before swimming). I also added long swims on the weekends (started with one 10K in January, then added 2-3 K per week). I started stacking back-to-back long swims in March. In April I did several 3-day in a row long swims (50K in one 3-day weekend). Total volume in final weeks was 50K, 50K, 50K, 30K, 60K, 60K, 70K, 30K. Approximately half of my long swims (10K or longer) were up-and-down ladder stuff (e.g., 1K, 2K, 3K, 4K, 3K, 2K, 1K) because I like ladders. The rest were straight swims with 30 second feeds every 45 minutes. <b>What I wish I'd done:</b> (1) Lots of rough, cold open water. 100% of my training was in the pool (too busy/lazy to drive out to a decent lake). (2) More race-pace long interval sets (1K/2K). I trained plenty for surviving. Not enough for performing well.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Expectations vs. Reality.</b> SCAR was both easier and harder than expected. The overall toll this sort of back-to-back mileage took out of me was worse than expected (worst problems: tendons in hands, wrists and forearms). It wasn't that I expected it to be easier. I just had no frame of reference for it. Nothing to compare it to. On the other hand, enduring it was easier. Most of the time, anyway. Not sure if it was the distracting beauty; the camaraderie and greatness of the other swimmers; the positive examples and attitudes of everyone (especially my kayaker) or some combination of all. But 80% of my time in the water, I felt mostly pleasure. The other 20% was hell.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>There's a recovery period.</b> I tried to go back to the pool last Thursday (5 days after SCAR). Big mistake. I felt up to my normal master's workout before it started, but by the end of warm-up, I knew I wasn't ready. Sharp pains in shoulders, triceps, lats, forearms, wrists and hands. I finished the workout, but I had to grab the wall during a few sets and the afternoon was totally shot. Even though it was a pretty average workout, I was nodding off at work. I went back today. Much better. Pretty normal, in fact. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Mortals can do this.</b> I'm no marathon swimming stud. I'm just an old dude who likes to swim. I frequently hear/read people say things like, "I'm not ready this year, but I would love to do this race someday." You definitely need a pretty solid OW background for this, but assuming you have that, you're ready. Sign up and train.</span></li>
<li><b style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Leadership, administration and support.</b><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> I've already said this, but I can't say it enough. Fantastic group of hardworking people pulling this off. From the owners who let us trample our greasy bodies all over their boats, to the kayak haulers out before sunrise and in after sunset, the amount of effort, planning and sacrifice that went into this was impressive. That starts with Kent, the reluctant director of this event who, as far as I can tell, doesn't undertake this heroic effort for money or fame, but for the love of our sport and our community. God bless you, brother. You altered my trajectory.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The last few hours of Apache, I probably vowed a hundred times, "I will never do this again." Now, I'm not so sure...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I remained in that chair all morning, reading the paper, connecting with my wife and kids and blogging about the previous day's adventure, believing all the while that our pre-race meeting for the Stage 4 night swim was at 3:30. At noon, my wife pestered me into checking. Oops. Meeting was at 2:00! And I was 2 hours away from Roosevelt Marina! My wet gear was still in the trunk, along with my feed bottles of sticky, day-old maltodextrin and cold Spaghetti-Os, both of which were probably mixed with 50% lake water, given the challenges of eating in yesterday's conditions.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My initial reaction was, "Hmmm. Perhaps it's too late. There's no way I can swim today, anyway. Why bother? Do I really want to get back into that cold water, at night, just to see if am capable of another 6.5 miles?" My wife shook me back to the inevitability of my situation. "Steve! What are you doing! You've got to go!" Ugh. I grabbed a spare bottle and haphazardly tossed in a few random spoons of unflavored maltodextrin (and an extra scoop of caffeine) and hobbled out the door to the car, still wearing the same clothes I'd donned right after climbing out of the water the previous evening. "At least I've already got my sunscreen on," I thought, as I asked Siri for directions.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">A half-hour later, I was headed out of Mesa on Highway 87 into the badlands of Tonto National Forest. I knew from past experience that this was a desolate stretch where signs of civilization would be rare. I glanced at my gas gauge as the last Mesa service station faded in my rear view mirror: "Distance To Empty: 60 miles." </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"No problemo," I thought, "Has to be a station before then." I sought a second opinion from Siri: Tonto Basin, a mere 50 miles. "10 miles to spare. I can make that. Besides, Siri's always leaving things out." I noted the mileage on the odometer. Within 10 miles, it was apparent that the DTE figure was not dropping at a 1-to-1 ratio with the odometer. 40 miles from Tonto Basin, DTE was 44. I wasn't going to make it. I turned off the air conditioning, and put the car in neutral on the eastern slopes of the Superstition Mountains. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">When I got to DTE 10 miles (20 miles from Tonto Basin), it was time for some serious option inventory. I called my resourceful Ninja kayaker, Sinsei Shearin. No signal. "I'll hitchhike," I thought, as I began looking for a safe place to ditch. I was at DTE: 2 miles when the RPM gauge started to flicker and I felt the engine of my rented Ford Taurus misfire. Just then, a blue sign appeared. Next to the knife and fork symbolizing restaurant ahead was the unmistakable silhouette of a gas pump. Boo-ya.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I arrived late for the meeting, just in time to load up on the boats and head to the staging area. I was in Kent's boat and he drove us to the finish so we could watch Liz Fry hit the water for her fourth and final double. Remarkable feat. It gave me a chance to check out the finishing stretch under the suspension bridge and right up to the edge of the Roosevelt Dam. It was helpful to drive from the finish, directly to the start. Kent pointed out the lights we would need to rely on for navigation on the way in. Going straight to the bright lights of the bridge would lead us into one of those creepy stump forests exposed by the drought. Fortunately, the Ninja listened carefully and avoided the fate of several, less attentive teams.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At the start, I tried to figure out how I could possibly avoid sinking straight to the bottom. I had nothing. Not even inspiration. The dropping temperature of the desert air was already noticeable as the first wave (somewhat reluctantly, I thought) waded back into the cold, choppy water and swam off into the setting sun. "I'll just treat this as a victory lap. Hang back and survive." While I can crank out a 2:45 pool 10k on an average day, this was a lake and about as far from an average day as the Roosevelt Dam was from the concrete boat ramp on which I stood, questioning why I ever signed up for this God-forsaken swim in the first place.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I looked to Shearin for inspiration, but found none. "Four hours," I said.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">After 17-and-a-half hours of shared suffering, I instantly understood the rich, caddie wisdom of his single word. As usual, the Ninja was right. I'd been underestimating the amount of remaining swimming time all week, which had led to premature depletion of fuel, both physical <i>and </i>emotional. He knew I couldn't possibly take 5 hours, he was just setting me up for success.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">When Kent called the start, I stayed behind so as to avoid my sinking body creating a hazardous obstacle for the others before I settled in at the back of the pack, two body lengths behind a swimmer with a suitable pace. Not so much to draft, but to enjoy the warmth of the churned up water. It was a little trick I'd learned over the past couple of days. The water seemed a few degrees warmer behind other swimmers, caused, I suppose, by the mixing the sun-warmed top layer of the water with the cooler layers below. A few degrees may not seem like much, but to a starving beggar, every stale crumb tastes sweet.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The swim started as expected. Slow and difficult. But about 15 minutes in, as we rounded the final turn into the open lake, I realized I felt pretty good. Maybe even strong. The water was a little rough, but unlike the random chop of Apache, it had a rhythm to it. A rolling undulation that fit my stroke easily. I found my groove and started testing my engine. I felt great. Best I'd felt all week. The harder I pushed, the better I felt.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My feed alarm chimed and I signaled to Shearin for a bottle. He tossed it and said, "You're flyin, dude." I took a few swigs and tossed it back. "Hey, Ninja. You remember that crap about me liking swimming better than racing?"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Well forget all that. Let's git some!"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I rolled over and shifted straight into fourth. Nothing hurt. My arms and shoulders felt like inanimate mechanical extensions, prepared to accept any demands placed upon them. All I needed was a purpose. A carrot. I recalled the swimmer with the closest time to me, with a daunting 15-minute lead, was Roger Finch, a hardened South African veteran of thousands of OW miles and a handful of legendary great white shark encounters to justify his swagger. Not likely the sort of chap to surrender 15 minutes to me in a measly 10K, especially with my incredibly slow first kilometer, but I needed a goal and felt capable of greatness. So it was on.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I was in a groove and never felt even the temptation to relent. Over the next 2 hours, I carved up half the field, slowing only to feed (didn't skip any, I suppose I do learn lessons from time to time) and to avoid phantom obstacles. This wasn't just my first night OW race, it was my first night OW swim. It was like swimming with a blindfold; a dream-distorted game of Marco Polo and I was "it." I imagined imminent collisions with swimmers and kayaks and stopped frequently to strain in the darkness or ask the Ninja if the coast was clear. Also, I'd adorned the kayak with only a few light sticks. Mistake. I should have lit that thing up like a Christmas tree. It was harder to see than I thought, especially during the 15 minutes on either side of sunset. Luckily, Shearin had an LED lantern hanging around his neck. It illuminated his body, arms and paddle. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Like every other stage, Kent played tricks with the finish line. The farther we swam, the farther he moved the dam (do they teach this in Race Director School?) Unlike every other stage, however, tonight it didn't matter. "Go ahead and move it, you heartless bastard! I can do this all night!"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">As I swam under the bridge an hour later, I couldn't quite make out my objective. Not wanting to squander any swim cred I might have gained with my SCAR showing by crashing headfirst into the boat and floundering about like some noob, I stopped to map out my finishing approach to open water swimming glory. As I strained in the darkness, a blue light streaked by on my left. Another swimmer! I followed quickly, but it was too late. I was out-touched by mere seconds. My goggles were too fogged to see who it was, so I called out in the darkness, "who is that?"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"Bond. James Bond," but not quite in the high-brow British accent of the famous secret agent. It was the similar, but rounder, South African accent of none other than my carrot, Roger Finch. But I felt no sting of defeat. Only the immutable sense of contentment one often experiences at the end of a worthy endeavor and a welling pride of acceptance into the small fraternity of brave swimmers who had ventured down this desert trail of agony before me. And the cold. "Where's that dang ladder?!!" </span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Despite what felt like an heroic effort, I'd managed to place exactly where I'd started: 21st. More importantly, I'd achieved both my stated goal (complete all 4 stages), and my secret one (finish in the top half). 42 people started and I managed 21st. </span>Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-87591243493027061962015-05-09T11:34:00.000-07:002015-05-15T06:47:45.465-07:00SCAR: Day 3 The Reckoning<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">As I pulled into the Apache Lake Resort, our residence for the final two nights, it was hard to see past the angry waters of the lake. Frothy chop churned up the water and bending desert shrubs lined the shore. Before checking in, I pulled up the forecast for the next 24-hours. The west wind was expected to remain steady, dropping to 8-9 mph overnight, then ticking back up to 17, gusting to who knows. Then it occurred to me, "I doubt the forecast accounts for the wind tunnel effect of the canyon walls." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But I wasn't terribly concerned, Kent said we would adjust the start location based on the wind forecast. This will actually help! We might just be able to surf this one. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We gathered in the hotel restaurant for breakfast at 6:00 the next morning. Kent looked a bit more serious than his normal, laid-back self. He announced we would be starting on the east side, swimming directly into to the teeth of the wind. "What??!!" If he explained why, I didn't hear it. My brain was rebooting. [System Error: Unexpected Input]. The next thing I remember was Kent saying: "Everyone must wear a brightly colored cap today. If you don't have one, I can supply one. We need to be able to see you. If your kayaker cannot keep up with you, you will be pulled from the water. Sorry, it's just going to be too dangerous out there today to allow you to continue."</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"He's expecting trouble," I thought. And that's what we got.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It started on the way to the staging area. Our rental pontoon boat lost it's prop in the middle of the lake. We were adrift for 20 minutes until Kent could muster a couple of his volunteer boats to rescue us.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">The staging area was, as usual, spectacular. A respite of beauty to distract us from the task ahead. We all knew it would be tough, but no one talked about it. Kent started the waves more compressed than normal. Maybe 10 minutes apart. Perhaps on account of the pre-race delays. Or perhaps he knew that, even though it was 9:30 in the morning, we would be racing the sun.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I started slow. Real slow. And stayed slow. I managed to not race. Ever. I made this day about finishing. Nothing more. Nothing less. Me vs. 17 miles of angry water. It was a fateful decision.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It also led to a discovery about myself: I am an open-water swimmer. Not an open-water racer. I think for me, racing steals the joy of the experience. Not racing released me to immerse myself into the experience. There were no other racers, just the dark, pea-green water. No waves, only hands, gripping the water and pushing it past, one stroke at a time. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The first third of the swim snaked thought a steep canyon. The water was relatively calm. The trouble started when the canyon gave way to open lake. It was a stark contrast. Navigation became a challenge. Even the kayaks, struggling to maintain heading, were an unreliable source of directional information. The recovery phase of the stroke was often intercepted by waves, and finding reliable purchase on the catch phase was unpredictable. I imagine those fortunate enough to train in the ocean are laughing as they read this, just as they were when they passed me in the angry waters of Apache Lake. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I am a rhythmic swimmer by nature. My success on long swims depends on my ability to find the right rhythm; to get into the groove of the swim. I have learned the hard way that I can't find it by looking. It has to happen organically. If I just let go and remain patient, it takes about 20-40 minutes of swimming before I feel it. There's never any doubt whether I'm in the groove or not. Something clicks and I start to move without effort and my mind enters a meditative state somewhere between awake and asleep. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Once we left the relative tranquility of the canyon, there was no rhythm to be found. I was mentally lost. No autopilot meditative cruise today. Every stroke was more of a question than an answer. Needed breaths were arbitrarily replaced with silty water and a burning throat. Gag. Cough. Wretch. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I was initially frustrated with Kent's decision to start us on the east side of the lake. But then it occurred to me, "What does SCAR have to do with taking the easy way out? Didn't we sign up to be challenged? Kent has delivered it." I was at once not only satisfied with the decision, but convinced there was never really a choice. Perhaps when Kent said "we'll adjust the start based upon the wind," my optimism led to the wrong assumption about the adjustment he intended. Perhaps all along he meant he we were doing the hard way.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I adapted my stroke and learned to make friends with the water, rather than fight it; viewing this as a game rather than allowing it to frustrate me. "I'm going to be here a long time, might as well enjoy it." I made jokes with Shearin during feeds. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The first section of the open lake was a 2 mile straight, at the end of which I knew we would turn 40 degrees to the right. "Surely," I thought, "the wind will dissipate around the corner. At a minimum, it won't be on our nose and we can find shelter on the windward shore." I soldiered on in reliance on this expectation. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">As we turned the corner (approximately 10 miles into the swim), I stopped to asses the situation. I was immediately slapped in the face with loose spray coming off the tops of white-capped chop and the sound of buffeting wind. Right on our nose. It wasn't better. It was worse. Much worse. I looked at Shearin, laughed maniacally, and shouted, "THIS IS GOING TO THIN THE HEARD, BROTHER!" Right here. This spot will crush souls.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I tried to talk strategy with Shearin, but he couldn't hold position long enough to hear me in the wind. Finally I yelled, "THE OTHER SIDE!" He shook his head in disagreement. I figured he didn't understand my intention to find some protection, so I set off anyway. Every time I looked at him, I could see he was opposed to my decision and growing frustrated with me. I pushed on. "He'll understand when we get there."</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I should have trusted him. Same conditions. No protection. I added at least a quarter mile chasing that mirage. He knew these waters. I didn't. But that didn't stop me from chasing more mirages. I probably added at least a mile in these fruitless endeavors before I apologized to Shearin and agreed to let him do all of the navigating. Shearin's the ninja. I, the glasshoppa.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At one point, I saw a notch in a bluff. I headed to it. Shearin and I could talk and regroup. We found two kayaker's in there, shivering. They had abandoned the race, but their heroic swimmers continued on. They would be without food or water for the final 3 hours.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Of course, hydration was not a problem. I was taking on so much water in failed attempts to breathe that I had to stop to relieve myself every 20 minutes or so. I rarely have to do this more than once every 2-3 hours. I probably took on 3 gallons over the course of the day (and a couple hundred calories from moss and random lake creatures. "Bonus!").</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I don't remember much about the last 3 hours, except pain. My right arm was completely numb. Not the "tingly" numb. The "what-is-this-strange-cold-arm-in-my-bed" numb. At least that part didn't hurt. I couldn't tell if my hand was in good position or all gnarled up in a ball. I kept reaching down with my other hand, just to make sure. I also remember the cold. It was hard to feed through my chattering teeth. It was hard to talk to Shearin. I quit trying to listen.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I was having to constantly fight the urge to quit. Indeed, these urges persisted even to within 1,000 meters of the finish. But I kept reminding myself, "If you quit now, you might as well have quit 7 miles back with everyone else. All of this effort and pain for nothing." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At last, as the sun dropped behind the canyon walls, I could faintly make out the target dam through my now-opaque-and-I-don't-care-anymore goggles. Nine hours and 38 minutes in the water. Two and a half more than expected. I was so cold, I couldn't enjoy the satisfaction. Walking straight, or at all, was more than I could handle. I sat down, or fell, and Kent graciously draped me with survival blankets, towels and parkas. He rubbed my back vigorously. </span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">It wasn't until an hour later, after sitting in my rental car with the heat blasting for 30 minutes, that I stopped shivering.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Only 24 of the original 42 swimmers remain in the hunt for all 4 stages. Frankly, I would have been part of the massive Apache DNF ranks had I really known what the final 7 miles were going to do to me back when I rounded that soul-crushing corner at mile 10.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I had no reserve in the tank after Apache, in fact, I fear I my muscles are in serious glycogen debt. I normally don't kick more than what is necessary for buoyancy, but yesterday required kicking. My unconditioned leg muscles are tight and sore. I'm going to start tonight's 10K finishing stage, but I am unsure exactly how I might finish it. I'll have to improvise.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">In closing, a word about the SCAR volunteers and, especially, Kent and his bride and my boss kayaker, Shearin. They worked tirelessly and thanklessly until late in the night, overcoming, with grace and kindness, obstacle after obstacle. They are the heroes that make this one of the top OWS events in the country.</span>Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-65784972258451289892015-05-08T23:09:00.001-07:002015-05-08T23:09:39.014-07:00UpdateFinished! Too tired to post. Brutal day. Swimming into white caps last 9 miles. At one point, made no apparent progress between 2 feed stops. Swimmers were dropping everywhere. Saw two kayakers beach, unable to continue. Swimmers soldiered on like superheroes! I suspect 25-50% DNF. That would have included me, had I appreciated how bad it was going get. Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-77670753251799262672015-05-07T21:45:00.003-07:002015-05-14T13:30:50.459-07:00SCAR: Day 2<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Conquered the Canyon. Like the first day, we all shuttled to a beautiful sandy beach staging area. It wasn't so much the beach that was beautiful, but the surroundings.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">The swim was a battle, mostly of my own doing, as usual. While sitting in the FREEZING water (so cold that for the first 30 seconds I was hyperventilating)</span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> waiting for the start, I decided if I felt good, I was going to let the horses run. You might be asking, "Why would you make such a rash and stupid decision to totally change your game plan 10 seconds before the start, while sitting in water so cold your brain hardly even works?" Because I'm stupid like that. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But that was just the beginning of the bad decisions.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Like the day before, I started slow. Most of the second wave was ahead of me within the first 100 meters or so. My stroke caught its rhythm within a mile. And once I felt dialed in, I put the pedal down, reeling in the first and second wave swimmers one at a time for the next hour and a half. After my first two feeds (40-minute feed schedule), I felt fantastic. Then I got to thinking (or not thinking, as it were), "If I keep this pace up, I might finish this stage in 3.5 hours. That's just 90 minutes away. Why should I stop to eat? It won't even digest by then." So as I finished my third feed at the 2-hour mark, I told Shearin, "I'm done eating. You can just stow my bottles." I rolled over and got back at it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Shearin was kayaking like a BOSS! He predicted it would be tough to distinguish optimal lines through the maze of 200 foot bluffs that give Canyon Lake its name, so he brought binoculars. He had us dialed in! We passed one swimmer (who was faster than me) three times just by his perfect navigation. After the third time, I noticed her pace dropped dramatically. I stopped, pulled up and told him, "I think you broke her with your ninja skills." Every time I breathed on his side and caught him staring through his binoculars, it elevated my spirits and pushed me harder. "If he's gonna work that hard, so am I."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">On the other hand, another kayaker crashed into me TWICE. The first time she actually ran over me from behind. Then maybe an hour later, I crashed into her broadside, head first. She had gotten sideways, perpendicular to me while her swimmer and I were in a drag race. Neither crash was that big of a deal. I wasn't angry. She was a volunteer, after all. God bless her for being out here. Without her, there would be no S.C.A.R. But I did tell Shearin to go whack the other swimmer on the head, just to level the field. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">About an hour after I'd decided to quit eating, I regretted it. I felt sluggish and tired and started desperately scouring the canyon walls at every bend, yearning for the canyon to subside into the open lake and the target dam. By the 3:15 mark, it was quite clear I wasn't going to be wrapping up in a warm towel anytime soon. And the lake conditions had deteriorated considerably. The narrow canyon was a freeway of boat traffic and, once again, we were finishing directly into a headwind. I was quite tired and the conditions exacerbated the situation. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Tomorrow is Apache. El Diablo. Famous for the winds and the 17 miles of swimming (I can hear the wind outside as I type this). I had dinner tonight with a very accomplished OW swimmer who dropped out of this stage last year after a 9 hour struggle. It will separate the men from the boys. Hope I'm the former.</span></div>
Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-56875919221822036242015-05-06T22:07:00.002-07:002015-05-15T06:14:15.744-07:00SCAR: Day 1<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Suguaro complete. I earned my "S" in S.C.A.R. vernacular. Around 6:00 a.m. (Kent is awesomely laid back about schedules/regulations) we gathered at the marina adjacent to the dam where we would later finish and got all greased up, staged feeds, checked gear etc. Kent assigned me to the middle wave (based upon my very average speed). So took some pictures and chilled for 30 minutes.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; text-align: start;">And here is Martin Strel. If you don't know of the </span><a href="http://www.bigriverman.com/" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; text-align: start;" target="_blank">"Big River Man"</a><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; text-align: start;">, his 22,000 miles of big river swims include: the entire length of the Mississippi (2,200 miles in 68 days), the Yangtze (2,400 miles in 54 days) and the Amazon (3,600 miles in 66 days). One of the most remarkable and fascinating people I've ever known.</span></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Once we were all in place, Kent signaled the start. I intentionally waited a couple of seconds to avoid the rush, started my stopwatch and got underway. My apprehension of the event was gone immediately. We were swimming. I was home. The water was calm, clear and cold. Within 15 minutes, my brain started playing some Steve Miller and I fell into a perfect, three-beat rhythm. I knew it would be an epic day. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Meanwhile, my Kayaker, Steve Shearin, had stayed back at the beach to wait for me. He saw the first wave swim by, and thought it was my wave. After the last swimmer passed, he thought he'd missed me. So he jumped in his kayak and furiously paddled to the front of the first wave, checking every swimmer. Then he had to paddle all the way back to find me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My watch alarm was set to go off every 40 minutes to remind me to feed. But at the first alarm, there was no sign of Shearin. I swam another 10 minutes before we found each other. It was not problem, I'd used the other kayaks for navigation and 10 minutes late on feeding was no big deal. I stopped and ate while Shearin regaled me with his misadventures. I told him I felt awesome, and I did.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I resisted the urge to indulge my apparent potential. There would be time enough for that. I just kept repeating, "slow is smooth, smooth is fast." I jockeyed with a gal throughout first 6 miles (I later learned it was Sharon Ottman from Arizona). We traded places probably 6-8 times, depending on who was feeding and when.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Shearin was awesome at navigation. We passed 5 or 6 swimmers just by taking a superior line. By the third feed, I was starting to cramp in my left lower leg, so I requested my trusty pickle juice from Shearin. As he scoured my bag I realized I'd left the pickle juice in the fridge back at the hotel. Ouch! I soldiered on, dragging my motionless left foot like an anchor, toes locked straight down. I had to constantly correct my course to account for the left rudder. It subsided after maybe 10 minutes.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The GPS feature on my watch stopped working at some point during the swim. Everyone else seemed to have a similar problem. Apparently the high canyon walls interfered with satellite reception. So I had to try to remember what the map looked like to guess at my progress. It had been a couple of weeks since I studied it, so I only recognized the occasional landmark and even then, I couldn't remember what I had associated with them. Then I saw "the rock" (a large boulder rising 30 feet out of the water. "Aha! I remember that! 1 mile to go." (Or so I thought.) "It's go time!" I slowly stoked the coals.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">800 meters later, we turned the corner and headed out of the canyon and into the big lake. It was impossible to judge distances, but within 20 minutes, it was abundantly clear that I had mistaken the significance of "the rock." Turns out, that was the three-quarter mark. 2+ miles from the finish! Ouch. Plus, the wind picked up significantly outside of the protected canyon, so it was quite a bit harder going. I started to get fatigued, which I promised myself I wouldn't do. So I throttled back. Two people passed me in the final mile, including Sharon. I reminded myself of how much swimming was yet to come, and cruised in to the finish.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Finish time: 4:00:25. Perfect. Currently in 22nd out of 42. <a href="http://www.webscorer.com/seriesresult?pid=1&seriesid=37079&gender=O" target="_blank">Official Results Here</a></span><br />
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Stephenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06647522695022287489noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6479052382206901950.post-71150923143567752862015-05-05T21:34:00.000-07:002015-05-05T21:34:34.444-07:00S.C.A.R. 2015<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
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with 40-ish other open water swimmers from all over the world (nearly all of
whom are more worthy of this event than I), will embark on a 4-day 40-ish mile
journey the length of a chain of lakes created by dams along the Salt River,
just east of Mesa, Arizona. The event is known as "S.C.A.R.,"
an acronym for the four lakes we will navigate, dam to dam: Suguaro, Canyon,
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">Race Director, Phoenix
attorney Kent Nicholas, started this event four years ago while using these four
lakes to train for his English Channel crossing. The event has exploded
in popularity in a short period of time, likely a result of the bold, but
manageable distances, the spectacular and inaccessible beauty of the venues and
the legendary names in the OWS community who've taken on this beast. And
then there's Kent's fun-loving hospitality (did I mention there's a band and
beer at the pre-race social?)</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">Because these lakes are
surrounded by the high canyon walls and rugged desert mountains of the Tonto
National Forrest, it is difficult to get swimmers to the starts (in the early
years, swimmers DNFed from injuries sustained<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><i>climbing
down</i> the steep canyon to get to the start). So each day will
start with a boat ride from the finish to the start. As a first this
year, swimmers will start in three waves, based on expected pace (slowest
to fastest), in order to encourage more finish-line camaraderie.
After even a casual review of the intimidating resumes of the other
swimmers, I imagine I'll be in the first wave (my own resume would safely fit
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officially listed as 9.5 miles (according to the river authority). Based
on the finish times of previous years and swim reports I've read (and my own,
tedious, Google Earth clicking), it seems that the distances are overstated by
the river authority. Plus, we start and finish at the safety buoy lines
at each end of the lakes, which extend out some distance from the dams
themselves. I estimate the actual swim distance for Suguaro is around 8
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officially listed as 9 miles. This is a spectacularly beautiful lake.
Visually, it's more like a narrow river snaking through towering rock
walls on either side. The actual distance appeared to be around 8.5 miles
when I measured it back in January, but when I measured it last week, it was
MUCH shorter. It appears the river authority moved the buoy line about a
half-mile down-lake. (Confession: the
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Officially listed as 17.5 miles. While
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distance. It’s the wind. So much so that the difference in median
finish times from one year to the next can be measured in <i>hours</i>. <i>Freaking</i> <i>hours</i>. On the bright side, I clicked out the actual
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midnight evasion of two spotlight-wielding Texas Parks and Wildlife Rangers following
an illegal cliff jump a decade ago (remember that one Ross? Tripp?).
Official distance seems about right: 6.2 miles. Oddly, though, the times from past years are
way too long for a 10K. Perhaps the
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decades of open water swimming, this event is well-beyond my past experience.
To say I'm terrified would be an understatement. I’ve done these
distances, but not back to back. Not
even in the same month. 10 miles is an
event for me. With a week of rest on
either side. After my last 10 mile race,
I couldn’t move my left shoulder for 3 days.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">And then there’s this
whole “race” business. 99% of my OWS is
solo. Only me. And my drag-behind feed bag. And an objective, known only to me and
subject to change at any time. I’m
relatively new to organized events. Kent
says, “S.C.A.R. isn’t a race.” Cha-a. If there’s two Speedos in the water, it’s a
race. I tried that “not a race” idea at
Swim the Suck last October. “Take it
easy. Just swim to finish. Feel the force, Luke.” By the time the starting pistol report echoed
from the walls of the Tennessee River Valley, it was on like Donkey Kong. Swim plan, swim schlam. So that’s probably my biggest obstacle. My own ego.
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persistent case of tendonitis in my left wrist.
My ortho said it’s not treatable with an injection or PT. I fashioned a wrist brace out of some DIY
carbon fiber, some old wetsuit scraps and a stretch of bungee. Pool testing indicated a loss of about 4
seconds per 100 meters, so I’m not going to use it unless the pain requires it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">But if I respect my
limitations and my wrist holds up, this should be an epic week!<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13.5pt;">Here is a link to the official website: <a href="http://www.scarswim.com/" target="_blank">http://www.scarswim.com/</a> The daily results should be posted there each night. I'll do my best to update this blog.</span><br />
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